Love is a one lifetime opportunity.

I don`t know what to say,
or to write at this point.
I found out again that I completely miss being away from you.
And now am all around memories.
Sometimes I do forget how misterious this feeling could be,
because today I`m feeling you,
thru a lost friendship,
between stupid lies,
on unforgiven mistakes,
and loving you since the day I met myself.
It`s so strange how can I possibly be awake,
and dreaming about how it was suppose to be,
feeling alive just because I had you,
and for some reason I still do.
It`s still sad,
the emptyness within unwanted thoughts,
sorrow upon unfelt lost memories,
and just one,
which keeps me breathing.

Is it real to feel this way and believe it as a dream?

And I know I`m broken,
my last part lays down in your heart.
You kept it,
you know you have me,
in your mirror, in your towel,
in your perfume.
That`s my only hope.